So I'm not in a good mood at the moment. I am overtired, stressed, unusually cold and a bit bored.
Mocks are in two weeks, and I have loads more than I thought I did coming up, which is rubbish. The teachers seem to think that we have no other subjects, and even if we do that theirs is the most important.
In English I'm only getting Bs, which sucks because I'm predicted As and A*s, so that's really annoying. Ugh. Apparently I need to "extend my paragraphs". How? When you reach the end of a paragraph, that's it. There is no more to say.
As well as this, I am now feeling lonely. I (think) that I have lots of friends, but I want a boyfriend, despite the fact I don't have the time, lots of the time, to see one. And the only guy who's interested is a spitting retard who thinks he's awesome, but he's not. Ugh.
Not a single boy I like is even remotely interested, which sucks. I need to get out more, but I generally suck on the social scene and go out mainly with girls, and the boys I meet up with are tards or fancy someone, who isn't me (sometimes thankfully, but I'll leave that for now).
Mum tells me to focus on my studies, like getting 100% in History and 19/20 in English and an A* in an unrevised Spanish mock wasn't enough.
She also wants me to look at Colleges and Unis, telling me that what I want to do is irrelevant in relation to which courses I take. Well, it is. If I wanted to be an archaeologist, I'd at least have to take History. And if I wanted to be an archivist, I'd probably have to take English as well. She wants me to be a solicitor, but I don't want anything to do with the law - I want something more interesting and something where people won't walk up and ask me questions so they don't have to pay someone to answer them.
I think I'm sorted on the College thing, though. Going to the Blue's 6th form and taking Spanish, English, History and Religion/Philosophy/Ethics.
Sorry to anyone who stumbles across this, so here's a load of stuff which made me laugh and some pretty things: https://crashtheninja.tumblr.com
